I feel really lonely right now...
But earlier, right before I went to sleep at 2:AM (The Sims Medieval... so distracting), I realized that all I have is a low self-esteem. Not everybody hates me! I have more than you-know-who as a reason to be at the PSF! I have Anaya924, DaCookieMonster, Petpet123 (Actually, I can just iMessage or Facebook her...), and... Animalfan5 I can FB her too....though), and....... OK, now I realize maybe it's not that many... But at the moment, I felt really happy and loved and all...
And then on Facebook, I have Shaky Dragon, Kat, AF, S, DizzyCarrot, Misha (all their nicknames {most})...
Who are all from there. And maybe I never really ever talk to them there anymore... But they trust me with their real names and personal information... And that is really complimenting, I just need to think about why they would pick me and maybe not someone else... (We follow each other {some} on Twitter too).
Wow...
WOAH!
How can I be so mean to them?! Yeah, every time I post on a thread other than "My Thread. MIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINE. OO.OO" or (what I changed it to) "Endless No-Sense Conversation", no one replies on that other thread ever again, or even views it. And yeah, maybe if I'm in hidden or not, (I usually notice what other people don't) there are less guests than if I were someone else. But maybe that's just because they know I'm going to update my profile, reply to messages, post once on my thread, and log out, they think with me on nothing 'special' or interesting happens, so they leave the page or site..?
I don't know—But really everyone, just know that I'm actually very sensitive inside (Don't like to ever admit this...), even though it takes a lot to get me to cry (I usually laugh because I'm embarassed or feel awkward), and... Yeah., Just know that small things can hurt a person.
Hmph.
Well...
Soooo...............~
"We don't give a FUCK about your world! Rught now.. Right now.. Right now... RIGHT NOW...!" ~Song: A.D.D. , By: System Of A Down ~
Anyways... Holla homie!
It's our little secret•
But earlier, right before I went to sleep at 2:AM (The Sims Medieval... so distracting), I realized that all I have is a low self-esteem. Not everybody hates me! I have more than you-know-who as a reason to be at the PSF! I have Anaya924, DaCookieMonster, Petpet123 (Actually, I can just iMessage or Facebook her...), and... Animalfan5 I can FB her too....though), and....... OK, now I realize maybe it's not that many... But at the moment, I felt really happy and loved and all...
And then on Facebook, I have Shaky Dragon, Kat, AF, S, DizzyCarrot, Misha (all their nicknames {most})...
Who are all from there. And maybe I never really ever talk to them there anymore... But they trust me with their real names and personal information... And that is really complimenting, I just need to think about why they would pick me and maybe not someone else... (We follow each other {some} on Twitter too).
Wow...
WOAH!
How can I be so mean to them?! Yeah, every time I post on a thread other than "My Thread. MIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINE. OO.OO" or (what I changed it to) "Endless No-Sense Conversation", no one replies on that other thread ever again, or even views it. And yeah, maybe if I'm in hidden or not, (I usually notice what other people don't) there are less guests than if I were someone else. But maybe that's just because they know I'm going to update my profile, reply to messages, post once on my thread, and log out, they think with me on nothing 'special' or interesting happens, so they leave the page or site..?
I don't know—But really everyone, just know that I'm actually very sensitive inside (Don't like to ever admit this...), even though it takes a lot to get me to cry (I usually laugh because I'm embarassed or feel awkward), and... Yeah., Just know that small things can hurt a person.
Hmph.
Well...
Soooo...............~
"We don't give a FUCK about your world! Rught now.. Right now.. Right now... RIGHT NOW...!" ~Song: A.D.D. , By: System Of A Down ~
Anyways... Holla homie!
It's our little secret•
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O_O Woah, woah, woah... Do you have a side, also? (._. ?) ...Gosh, what are you waiting for? xD ...Please tell! (^o^~)