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On this site called gURL.com , I always feel really out-of-place, even though it's based on/for teen-gurls...

Not saying this at all, (okay maybe I am), but maybe if one of my blog readers had an account there... I wouldn't feel so weird?

Okay! Comment your username here, on this post, if that ever happens!

Otherwise... I don't know.

Maybe I willn't ever move-on from the Poptropica Secrets Forum...

I hope I do...

But...

Cross my heart and hope to die, stick a needle in my eye, I want to so bad (again I hope no offense is taken if you are from the PSF and are reading this) !

I just feel so hated there! I cannot say why... but I just..do?

At gurl.com , the forum sections are all about your life et cetera, and that's what has taken over the PSF, so... My life junk could be put in the never-read-threads area way back there in history, and I could post 'bout my life at gURL !

But there... I guess that I just feel uncomfortable because I know no one there, like I do at the PSF (first forum I ever joined, second was DCF/Dragon Cave Forum, others are WPF/Wrong Planet Forums [it's for people with my type of Autism, and what my brother has: ADHD, or even people w/ ADD], NDF/The Neverending Day Forums [mine], gURL.com [they show it like that always, so that is why I keep putting 'url' in capitals].).

When I blog, I know that strangers could be reading (like seriously, who the f do I know that lives in Russia, Germany, Italy, Kuwait, Egypt, etc. ?!!), but I always think to myself (I guess) that all my blog followers I've known and have talked to before, more than once, and that maybe since those people from countries I currently don't know anyone from do not follow my blog, maybe they just briefly looked at it accidently and really don't care?

Yes, they do look up thinks like: dragoncowanddino.blogspot.com+[something that gets cut off after the first letter on Blogger]

But... they COULD just friggin' type that minus the plus part (oh gosh, math words...) into the url of a new tab and frigging find it there!

They don't ever...

And I'm way off subject...

So anyways! Maybe if like, an anon or something (like another Blogger user who is reading this, or someone who puts in a temporary name when they comment), commented here their user name at gURL.com , we could actually talk to each other, etc, and... Maybe I could find a friend who does not care about my ramblings, and is really cool and doesn't live in America?

I have a couple friends like that in the US, but still... I wanna know I'm not HATED by at least 1 person out of the border of the UNITED STATES OF AMERICA !!

Anyways, at least for now,

It's our little secret•