Saturday, March 09, 2013

I can't find the words to describe how I feel about this... [Title:Crappy Song To Help Myself]•

You've changed, and I'm a lier by your side ... I'm about to lose my mind.

You're not sorry.

I've been dieing, 'cause I'm lieing to myself.

Say it's over. Yes it's over. But I need you anyway. Say you love me? But it's not enough!

I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all.

I forgive you ... Anything is better than to be alone.

Embrace the silence, 'cause there's nothing that can change the way I feel.

Take all that you wanted.

The end is soon to come.

How sick we are, sick we are, of this bottomless pit of lies, behind closed eyes!

Oceans between us, and there's nothing that can change the way I feel.

I can still taste the poison, of every thought, every breath I wasted here.

... Ja ... [... Yeah ...]

I hear you breathing in, another day begins. The stars are falling now, my dreams are fading out.

I be keeping my eyes, wide, open.

All your love is a symphony. All around me. Running through me.

All your love is a melody. Underneath me. Running to me.

All your love is a song.

My mind is a warrior. My heart is a foreigner. My eyes are the color of red, like a sunset.

I'll never keep it bottled up ... We're not done yet.

My eyes are a river filler.

And I'll keep you around so I know that I'll never let you down.

Your strumming on my heart strings ... But I've never felt this way.

Your mind is my new best friend.

Your eyes are the mirror to take me to the edge again, now.

Fully alive, more than most. Ready smile, and love life. Fully alive, and she knows how to belive, in futures.

All my complaints shrink to nothing. I'm ashamed of all my 'something's.

She's glad for 1 day of comfort, only because she has suffered..

Once more I'll say "goodbye" to you. Things happen, but we don't really know why. If it's supposed to be like this, why do most of us ignore the chance to miss?

Torn apart at the scenes of my dreams ... I'm not feeling this situation.

Run away, try to find that safe place you can hide. It's best place to be when you're feeling like me.

All these things I hate revolve around me.

Just, backoff, before I snap..

Once more you tell those lies, to me.. Why can't you just be straight up, with honesty? When you say those things in my ear, why do you always tell me what you wanna hear?

Save your twisted enemy, so you might earn forgiveness..

Your whole world is waiting, so why can't you speak?!

I feel it coming over me. I'm still a slave to these dreams. Is this the end of everything? Or just a new way to bleed!?

So go and tell all your friends that I'm a failure underneath. If it makes you feel like a bigger man. But it's my—my heart, my life that you're calling a lie.

I've played this game before, and I can't take any more!

By driftng far beyond the end..

Freedom! Freedom!

Can't you feel the ground caving in?

Freedom! Give us a reason to believe again..

There was a time when men were kind, when there voices soft, and their words inviting. There was a time when love was blind. And the world was a song, and the song was exciting. There was a time, then it all went wrong.

But the tigers come at night. With their voices soft as thunder. As they tear your hope apart. And they turn your dream to shame.

He slept a summer by my side. He filled my days with endless wonder. He took my childhood in his stride. But he was gone when Autumn came.

And still I dream he'll come to me. And we will live the years together. But there are dreams that cannot be. And there are storms we cannot whether.

I had a dream my life would be so different from this ... I'm living. So different now from what it seemed. Now life has killed.. the dream.. I dreamed.

Turn out the lights. Feed the fire 'til my soul breaks free. My heart is high as the waves above me.

Don't need to understand.

Too lost to lose.

Don't fight my tears, 'cause they feel so good..

And I, I will remember how to fly. Unlock the heavens, in my mind. Follow my love, back through the same secret door..

Look past the end. It's a dream, as it's always been..

All life lives on, if we've ever loved it.

It's just a phase you're going through, some day you'll know just what to do.

Kiss me, like you wanna be loved..

I wanna be there ... I wanna catch you when you fall. I wanna be the one you need. I wanna be the one you breathe..

Today's the day we'll fade away.

You're the direction I follow to get home. When I feel like I can't go on, you tell me to go. And it's like I can't feel a thing without you around. And don't mind me if I get weak in the knees, 'cause you have that effect on me.

Everything you say ... I can't think straight, but I'm okay.

I can't think of anybody else who I hate to miss, as much as I hate missing you.

With bloodshot eyes, I watch you sleeping. The warmth I feel beside me, is slowly fading. Would [he] hear me, if I called [his] name? Would [he] hold me, if [he] knew my pain?

There's always something different going on. The path I walk's in the wrong direction. There's always someone f***ing hanging on. Can anybody help me make it better?

Your tears don't fall, they crash around me. [His] conscience calls the guilty to come home.

The moment's died, I hear no screaming. The visions left inside me are slowly fading.

Powerlines went out, and I am all alone. But I don't really care at all. Not answering my phone. All the games you played, the promises you made.. Couldn't finish what you started, only darkness still remains.

Lost sight. Couldn't see when it was you and me.

Blow the candles out, looks like a solo tonight. I'm beginning to see the light. ... And I think I'll be alright.

Been black and blue before. There's no need to explain. I am not the jaded kind, playback's such a waste. You're invisible. Invisible to me! My wish is coming true: Erase the memory of your face.

Do wha'chu—wha'chu want, if you have a dream for better..

Do wha'chu—wha'chu want, if you don't want it anymore..

Remember who you REALLY are..[??]

Do wha'chu—wha'chu want. Your world's closing in on you now..

Stand and face the unknown.

Hello. Hello. Remember me? I'm everything you can't control.

Somewhere beyond the pain, there must be a way to believe we can break through.

Do wha'chu—wha'chu want. You don't have to lay your life down.

Do wha'chu—wha'chu want. 'Til you find what you're looking for.

With every hour stepping by, screams that I have failed you.

If you were falling, then I would catch you. You need a light? I'd find a match. 'Cause I love the way you say "Good morning".. And you take me the way I am.

If you are chilly, "*Here, take my sweater.*" Your head is aching? I'll make it better. 'Cause I love the way you call me "Baby".. And you take me the way I am.

I'd buy you Rogaine when you start losing all your hair. Sew on patches to all you tear. 'Cause I love you more than I could ever promise. And you take me the way I am..

On my own–pretending he's beside me. All alone I walk with him 'til morning. Without him–I feel his arms around me. And when I lose my way I close my eyes, and he has found me.

In the rain, the pavement shines like silver. All the lights are misty in the river. In the darkness, the trees are full of starlight. And all I see is him and me, forever and forever.

And I know, it's only in my mind.. ..That I'm talking to myself, and not to him. And although!, I know that he is blind. Still I say, "There's a way for us."

I love him. But when the night is over.. He is gone. The river's just a river.

Without him, the world around me changes: The trees are bare and everywhere the streets are full of strangers.

I love him. But every day I'm learning: All my life, I've only been pretending..

Without me, his world will go on turning.. A world that's full of happiness, that I have never known..!

I love him.. I love him.. I love him. But only,.. On my own..

__All song lyrics belong to their rightful owners, et cetera. But I just wanted to post how I've been feeling with these epic words, and not make my other posts less-understandable with randomly inserting them there. Thank you for your wisdom!!!__

And perfect-timingly enough, it was raining as I typed the last lyrics, which are from one of my now favorite movies...and favorite songs from the movie, too... So I'd best be going, while the rain is over,

Naomi~!•





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