You just stand there and watch as my world divides.
Sometimes the person who seems okay to everyone on the outside, is seriously pained on the inside.
For anyone who was betting this, including myself who suggested it not too far from the beginning, yeah—this turned into what it was with my first boyfriend I pulled all of you through on my original life blog. Congratulations, every Evanescence song explains my love life perfectly now.
I suck at trying with love, the hell should I f*ckin' do now? I have nothing to stand for... nothing...
And to think that earlier, I was thinking like the following song about him andour situation, making up all these fuzzy fairytalesin my midn before I go to sleep and shit. And then no one cares...? Well just fuck-it man, I want someone's attention and sorrow and pity me FOR ONE DAMN DAY, to help me.
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A simple love song I used to relate to before I was a teenager, that now nobody cares about because I just posted like ten (ok maybe not, maybe so) others at all mean a lot to me in my mental freakout:
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O_O Woah, woah, woah... Do you have a side, also? (._. ?) ...Gosh, what are you waiting for? xD ...Please tell! (^o^~)