Thursday, March 07, 2013

Remember: that is all in your head•

Bonjour...
My ex just messaged me at the forum... I looked in Guest... And broke my leav-al with messaging him back. ...Gah.
But, I still am all over Halfschool, so...!
Haha, okay wait... That is not what I meant... hahahahahaha...
-anon1 Oooh juicy...
-Me Um no. As far as I know, he still hates me. And is completely ignoring me. Plus, he' the reason I'm leaving the forum.
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But yeah so... um.
I'm really happy... BECAUSE, people are signing up for Halfschool's roleplays again, and I felt really bad for a long time because he had these great ideas, then there would be only 5-11 views, and 0-replies.
Oh and, I am calling him Halfschool again because I do not feel like I have the right to call him by his real name.
So um... yeah.
Come to think of it, this is going to become pretty complicated, isn't it?
I was thinking maybe I could ask my ex about what Halfschool was agreeing with him on after I asked if he hated me and he said yes, and said more as to why he hates me. But for now, I should just hold back from that important question.
You know what, it sucks in life when you want to do something desperately, but you know you can't right away, and then you just can't wait to so when you finally think it's your time to you are constantly looking for if they replied yet, but you are too late and they just don't answer how you wanted them to because you thought of it over in your imagination so many times, and you are so disappointed.
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Fuckin'...
I love him too much, it's breaking me.
I this the end of everything, or just a new way to bleed... So go and tell your friends thatI'm a failure underneath. If it makes you feel like a bigger man. But it's mine, MY heart, MY life, that you're calling a lie.
That is the best parts of that song, to me... Anyhow.
At this point, I want to have a boyfriend who would be like the singer of the sogn in this video, and I'd be the person he is singing about...er.... Yeah—just listen.
Pixels Hugging•



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